*letaet*

umerayu na polu..molko svoim vzglyadom prosto ubil....

fotka umeret` i ne vstat`.............i wanna lick his face...^^







<3

<3



im ill.prostuda, letom..hahah......sgorela segodnya,poka polola v derevne...ruki zzhyot....

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Protege Moi

kadri iz klipa "Protege Moi",kotoriy ne pokazivaet ni1 kanal!!!!!



no ved` shikarnaya zadnica,a?

a tut devushka lizhet promezhnost` podruge







i voobshe , ya nashla uspokoitel`noe,ya otkrila dlya sebya programmu MOVIE MAKER!!!! i zasnyala 7 klipov pro Molku ;D yay!!eto bilo tak zanimatel`no + so vsyakimi spec effektami...korotko metrazhnie fil`mi pravda..ehh..:P ya vsegda tak mechtala snimat`..awww



Molko shepchyushiy :"hey, ya trahnu tebya v popku"

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IM NONENTITY

@настроение: sux

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on eto ya..

vot takoe i u menya seychaz stradal`cheskoe lichiko..

shit......

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thoughts...

dumayu..snova i snova...chto..zachem i pochemu..



vot stih,napisanniy na proshloy nedele,kogda menya probila muza...

Беременное небо качается во ржи,

Босые мысли ищут солнца .

Все люди так смешны,

Пока их сердце бъется.



Желания разрушают мозг,

Проблемы губят разум.

Душа чесна как воск

И принемает форму чувства сразу.



Женщина без сердца

Как бабочка без крыльев

Мужчина без плоти –

Пустой вагон идущий в никуда...



Этим миром правят Голод и Любовь...

А он...

А он хотел лишь солнца...

@музыка: T.REX

@настроение: LOSTTTTTT

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chyuma

eto bezgolovaya chyuma...

vsyo prosto sushee der`moooooooooooooo

nenavizhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuu,nenavizhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuu

vse obstoyatel`stva etoy nedeli bili prosto dikimi i durackimi...

poka zhila v rige nabrala e-mail na 5 stranic,chto bi potom priehat` domoy i skopirovat`` ego vsem perepischikam..........

i vot ya doma, a dranaya disketka NE otkrivaetsya,fuck..ne sformatirovana

blyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,ya ustAla et etogo gemoroya.......ya ustala ot etoy bezkonechnoy pustoti...

ya nenavizhu sebya......

mama bol`she na menya ne reagiruaet..





i kuda devalsya NANCY BOY?? uehal vmeste s placebo v turne ??kuda zalez? v yashik s gitarami?ili v bagazhnik??

i v diary opjat` vsyo perevernuli vverh dnom..idoti,bezkonechnie tvaaaaaari.,

@музыка: Spike Jons "Besa me mucho"

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hey,eto zhe yaaaaaaaaaaaaa

^_-

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sea

ya bila privatnoy model`yu u podrugi na ekzmamene.

ona poluchila vishiy bal =+) i mi poehali k moryu......kupili butilochku ukreplyonnogo vina...(nazvanie ne pomnju)..dolgo ehali...v avtobuse ya slushala pleer.........i menya kachalo ot kaifa,kak na volnah....

ya slushala placebo sborku...

mi hodili k moyaku =) bilo obokldennoe chyuvstvo,shli po kase vilozhenoy asfaltom...:P sprava bilo more,sleva reka...i gruzovie korabli...

chayki...

mi vipili pol butilki i poshli na peschaniy bereg..po katoromu bili razbrosani suchya....mi ubegali ot voln..i begali po pesku..bila tak zdorovo..

kazalos` ,chto ya i ne v Rige vovse...=))

eshe tuda hochyu......

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BEAUTY lies inside my diary

eto ya.................. ^_^









fantastiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! 10.07. po VIVA s 21:00 - 00:00

Special programme SOUTHSIDE/HURRICANE festival!!!!!!!!!!!yahoo..kak ya etogo zhdala,kak ya ob etom mechtala!!!!!daDaa!!!DADadadad!!!!

yes.............dolzhni pokazat` moih druzey +Bowie,PJ Harvey,CURE,Pixies,Franz Ferdenend,Air...ect...........mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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hope

i have A hope now...

maybe i`ll get to the uni!!!!!!

well.....and i still have no job......O_0









its soo HOT outside...!!!o_0the summer sun kills me....i have no energy to run........

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the feeling of being alone

i feel like old boots........................forgotten and empty....i need a lag...a lag of boy..





and placebo ............placebo live....lucky russians.......

=/ =/ =/...................HURRICANE FESTIVAL: PLACEBO,CURE, DAVID BOWIE,AIR,PIXIES....MY BLUE drammmm..i`ll get there one day....

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i need

i know what i need, but i cant get it.....and its not my fault...

the game of life is hard to play i gonna...it anyway....











still without work..i tried hard...









L O S T

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..vot priehala na vihodnie domoy....ya Rigu lyublyu,no teper`,kogda ya dolzhna

iskat` rabotu,ona menya napryagaet....pervie dva dnya menya voobshe tryaslo

natural`no..................ya priehala v chetverg rano utrom...v pyatnicu ya

bila Dianina model` na bol`shoy zachyot v ee shkole stilistov.zdorovskiy obraz

ona mne sdelala.na golove bila visokaya neobichnaya prichyoska...make up na pol

lica........na grudi kakie to listochki cvetnie,,,i shikarnoe

plat`e..........direktoru ochen` ponravilas` dianina vidumka,skazala,tut srazu

vidno est` talant....i voobshe vsey komissie ochen` ponravilas` moya

vneshnost`...skazali ,chto u menya interesnoe lico,chto vo mne chto to est`...

yay!...direktor sprosila,ne bila li ya model`yu?...^_- .bila.

v subbotu ya perebralas` v kvartiru ,gde budu prozhivat`.rayon moy ni v centre,

no mesto ochen` miloe.v 50 metrah ot doma tekyot bol`shaya reka Daugava!=)

pervie dni chyuvstvovala sebya kak na kurorte...takoy svezhestyu veet po

utram..i solnishko pruam v glaza...ya zhivu v odnoy komnate s maminoy

podrugoy...ona do 8 na rabote,tak chto u menya svobodnoe dihanie.. u menya tam

5 muzikal`nih kanalov,v tom chisle i moya golubaya mechta MTV2!!!!!nikakoy

popsi,nikakogo repa ili hip hopa....!!no obidno to chto oni krutyat toka novie

rock gruppi..+ Nirvanu...=/ a kak naschyot drugih starih i

proverennih...eh...bivayut chto ,chto to i vstavyat staren`koe...naprimer "Nancy

boy" 8)

*,*...

vse vihodnie mis dianoy hodili po staroy rige...katalis` na prozrachnom

lifte...lyubovalis` rigoy sverhu...pili chay s deshovim pechen`em....Riga stala

kakaya to ne ochen` frikovskaya ....=/ vstrechayutsya toka metalisti ili goti =/

3 panka videla...=( a gde vse ostal`nie?virolsi...obstriglis`...fuck..vot tak

vsegda...

v klub DEPO bol`she ne hodyat tak kak ran`she...hotya etim letom tam budet kucha

horoshih grupp...vhod prosto dorogovat...nu komu ochen` nado,konechno poydyot 8)



ermm...



v ponedel`nik ya sela na tramvay, i poehala iskat` birzhu.......s gorem popalam

zashla v te vorota ,kot. nado...vakansiy mnogo...no pohhodyashih sovsem malo...a

zhelayushih bol`she vsego.nu eto yasnoe delo



vecherom poshli v vishku, na den` otkritih dverey.....cool.....na tramvae ot

moego doma do tuda, gde to poltora chasa....eto mne prishlos` bi vstavat` gde to

v 6..=/...cool...no postupit`,kak okazalos` ya vsyo ravno ne mogu...

haha..nashe tupoe pravitel`stvo izdalo noviy ukaz,i ter` dlya postupleniya

nuzhen latishskiy centralezovanniy ekzamen, a u menya bil vibran russkiy,kot.ya

znala chto sdam na otlichno, a latishskiy ya bi v zhizne ne sdala...so vsey ih

durackoy grammatikoy...

koroche sdat` et der`mo mozhno bilo 1 aprelya pryam v univere....a ya 4-go eshe

v Angliyu soberalas` i o postuplenii ne bilo i rechi! ter` nadoeshe god zhdat`

,opjat` do pervogo aprelya...cool!...bastards!mothErfucking bastards!

i`ll shoot them all!..>=()...rabotu ya konechno za nedelyu ne nashla....nu ya

zhe robkiy chelovek...po prostu tormoz..=/ *confused / bemused*..ya koroche

obratilas` v odnu firmu ,zaplatila den`gi,ter` oni mne vakansii

predlogayut..poka niechego.zavtra (v ponedel`nik) skazali budet mnogo

predlozheniy.tak chto zhdyom do zavtra 8)



..ya ne skuchala po domu..i dazhe po mame net,mi s ney i tak obshyalis` kazhdiy

den`...ya skuchala lish po placebo =/...i cant without them...im just nothing

without em.,..(without music life would be a mistake!)...

no doma konechno vsyo avno spokoynee...

vo vtornik ya ridala..=/ na ulice..=/...reshila perviy raz v zhizne snyat`

den`gi so sheta...nepravel`no vvlea pin kod, i golodniy bankomat sozhral moyu

kartochku!!!!!!!!!1u menya konechno nachalas` isterika...kak ya ostalas` bez

deneg?1i chto teper`...bankomat viplyunul chek,gde bilo napisano :"vasha

kartochka otobrana,po voprosam obrashyatsya v uni bank"...poshla...a tam sistema

obsluzhivaniya takaya hitraya...dazhe rasskazivat` ne budu...=/

nu vobshem vidali mne po pasportu nuzhnuyu summu,toka nado samu kartochku delat`

zanovo...=/

eh..

v chetverg Diana uehala domoy, i ya ostalas` odna...bilo ochen`

skuchno........ryadom s moim domom est` kuchamagazinov i kafeshka...ya em

deshovuyu kartoshku so smetanoy..=)..a v apteke gemotagen- takoy deshoviy ya

eshe nigde ne videla!!!=)....no mne tak hotelos` obsheniya...vecherom cvetnaya

alisa nakonec osvobodilas` i mi vstretilis` v staroy rige...koroche ona

zakonchila 2-y kurs..i hotela napitsya..no ne bilo skem..ya ne hotela..

ves` 2-j kurs uzhe bil pyan...odin ne mog...kto to tam eshe chego to tam..alisa

uzhe nachala serditsya i rugatsya..

do odnogo druga geya vsyo nikak ne mogla dozvonitsya...=/ tak mi i hodili 3

chasa,bredili po polnoy...eli bulochki i shokoladniy sirok...posideli ryadom

gitaristami,kot. den`gi pitalis` zarabotat`...Alisa skazala chto oni vse

idioti..i voobshe vse parni idiote,isklyuchaya geev..A potom uzhe vse bili

idioti...ya sprosila:'i ya tozhe?"

oan skazala ,chto net,tak kak ya ne chelovek,a toka primerno.ya

utochnila:"mozhet ya duh?"..ona soglasilas`...potom ona raz 10 govorila chto vse

idioti, a ya kazhdiy raz dobavlyala "kak horosho ,chto ya duh"...

then , ona uzhe sobralas` na svoy tramvay ,ehat` domoy i normal`no hotyabi

poest`...sidim..prishol tramvay, ya govoryu,davay do sleduyushego, ok..davay...a

ona vsyo plachet,kak nechesno,chto ne s kem pit`..i ttu zvonit tot gey..

ona na pryamuyu na vsyu ulicu emu i predlozhila"Raivi,davay pyom segodnya, ya

hochyu napit`sya,esli ti otkazhesh` mne budet ochen` grustno"....i on

soglasilsya....alisa krichala na vsyu ulicu, "yess!1ya segodnya pyu!"...ya ee

obnyala i pozdravila...=D...ona skazala,chto etot gey inogda bivaet slavnim

biseksualom..."mozhet ego segodnya sovratit`"...- i zakatila glaza...



po vecheram v staroy rige odin muzhik balonchikami risuet kosmos..zdorovo

vihodit,toka vse kartinki drug na druga ochen` pohozhi....eshe bila na vistavke

fotografiy,svyazannih s vodoy i vodoyomami...ofigenniy fotki...mne bi takie v

moy al`bomchik!!!super

a inostrancev tam ter` bol`she chem rizhaney....=D



vchera mi hodili s kristinoy i eshe s paru chelovekami dleat` grafiti po

shablonu...Dali nadelali...=) i eshe kakuyu tyotku goluyu i devochku s

zontikom...toka balonchik bistro konchilsya...no kristina planiruet eshe

kupit`...



=+)



ya domoy priehala a menya zhdyot 4 pis`ma =))) yay!! cool..............

odna perepischica mne prisla svoyu demo kassetu ( u nee gruppa tipo)...=) wow,

men bilo tak zhutko priyatno bit` odnoy iz pervih slushateley ,kto poluchil v

ruki takoy eksklyuziv...ih grupka mne napominaet sonic Youth.slova u nih prosto

otlichnie.nad golosom nado rabotat`...poeksperementirovat`..a to ona vo vseh

pesnyah odinakovoy intonaciey poyot....a tak molodci!budushee est` =)..yay!!

mozhet i spasut russkuyu muziku...toka nado blin im po anglisyki togda pet`...a

to oni vsyo po russki....



blin, snachala pj harvey 15-go v moskve...a potom placebo...21...fuck fuck

fuckkkkkkkkkkk..........fantastika...

=/...hochyu...ahh...fuck...placebo budut igrat` novie pesni!!!!i v konce etogo

goda ili nachale sluduyushego soberayutsya vipustit` noviy al`bom!!!ura!!!=]



ya seychaz povisla v vozduhe...no ya ne lechyu...ya boyus` raspravit`

krilya...ya ne znayu v kakuyu storonu...na yug..zpad...ili

..ili..........................................i feel a bit lost...



who the fuck u think u r= eto iz pj new diska...=) vsyo hochyu skachat` ee

svezhie klipi,toka poka nikak ne nayti =/

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riga-rezekne

im back,toka s poezda vilezla..poela kapustnogo supchika...

ehh,tam u muzhika v kupe bil takoy smachniy uzhen,3 chasa ego uminal..a ya vsyo dumala ,kakaya zhe u nego klovaya zhena....mda



my NEWS:

1.pustupit` ya ne mogu,potomu chto v shkole ne sdavala centralizovanniy exam po latishskomu,(ya vibrala russkiy),bez nego ne berut ter`...hahahahahah cool

2.rabotu tozhe ne nashla...tak bistro ne real...vo vsyak sluchae ,esli vi takoy zhe robkiy chel kak i ya...=/

3.ya ridala,bankomat sozhral moyu kartochku,,,zadnica...

4.ya tak otvikla ot kompa za poltari nedeli...chto on mne kazhetsya chyudnim i strannim

5.nancy boy,hello!!!how r u honey??prikid uzhe na maxidrom pogladil,fucking hell....s tebya fotki

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Riga

segodnya rano utrom ya uezzhayu v Rigu

vernus` ne znayu kogda..nado podozrevat` cherez poltori nedel`ki







the OLD part of RIGA

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the feeling of being alone

im absolutely alone at home for the 2nd day....mne nuzhen chelovek...nenavizhu nochi,....oni menya ugnetayut!!i love pure mornings..i love..

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HUT RECORDINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ogromnaya muzikal`naya organizaciya HUT RECORDINGS,s kotoroy sotrudnichali PLACEBO,BONKROTIROVALA!!!!!to est` turne PLACEBO bol`she nekomu podderzhivat`...Oni uzhe otmenili 2 koncerta v lyubimoy Francii...Rossiya tozhe drozhit uzhe ya smotryu...

fuck/

nu i dela..o_0 O_0

kill/fuck/die





Current music:sneaker pimps"a perfect one"

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asshole

molko show them ur beautiful ass...









yay for natural beauty!

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FUCKING DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!

and U SAID u WOULD MISS ME..

liears..liearssssssssssssssssssssss...



vi dazhe ne zahodite syuda!!!!kak vi uznaete ,chto ya uehala???



ha!?

o_0

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